Monday, March 15, 2010

Hurt

Do you ever have those times when your heart just hurts. It hurts so bad words cannot express. My heart is hurting and there is not one thing I can do about it and it is killing me!!

There is a 4th grader at Todd's school who has battled cancer for 4 years. She has a very aggressive form and it has taken over her body. She is now on oxygen all them time and is no longer talking. She is the most amazing little girl and her hours are numbered. Her family is so strong but they are human. They are dying inside because there is not one thing they can do to help her. She has put up a courageous battle but her time to go Home is coming fast. My heart aches constantly for her family. She is only 2 years older than my precious Todd and I cannot imagine life without him. This has rocked my world beneath me. I find myself crying all day mourning for this family and the pain they are enduring! This week was Kelsi week in the community and I fear she will die during her week.

Please join me in prayer. I know that God can change this now. It is not too late for great miracles. But like her mom said, "we have to abide in His plans". If it is her time, please pray for peace. Peace in her family with the decisions they have made, peace in the community, and peace with those 4th grade students who will have to grown up and face the fact that we are fragile and only here for a time. Those innocent girls that were her best friends are going to have a hard time. Please pray for Kelsie( girl), Tammy (Mom), David (dad), and Cody (older brother). They are in great pain and I fear more is to come!

2 comments:

tamblair said...

I will continue to mention them in my prayers. I cannot imagine going through this with either of my children. I know that God can and will provide them with the comfort and peace they need.

Unknown said...

Oh Carrie, that is just heartbreaking. I can't even imagine. I will keep them in my prayers.